Is there any meaning

Hmm a lot of things to say but there's nothing at the same time. It was still fun overall, i guess. Got in the middle, i can't do much, i know am not handling well but let's be a little more positive. IT WILL GET BETTER! About the other thing, i thought it could be the same or just be normal but if am also avoiding subconsciously, i can't except more from others right..

本来以为对每个人都是一样的，但我发现如果真的一点感觉都没有，是不会因为他而不一样。不能说是爱，却也肯定不是什么都没有。。。

Tomo is friday! Common test week so no cca too. Got 2 common test, biology and A math then a physic test today! Just one thing to say, i dunno how to do, so hope i manage to pass :/ Got to study harder for others subject this weekend, studying with the rest on sat~

这么办，其实我还是不习惯，还是觉得我们还可以做朋友。。。

Back to weekend but doesn't seem to have any differences. Have Amath test today, didn't know how to do! haha going out on both sat and sun so need to finish my hw faster. Just have a look at my chat box after so long then realised something i didn't. :P

这是错觉而已对不对，不是真的。

Really wish i didn't hear it

Stay back in school practicing for the band exchange on friday, got to perform better. A lot of homework as usual got to start on it soon. Haha thought that people say 说钱伤感情 but now i think 说友谊的事更伤感. Know that studying in sec 3 in very different from lower sec, things happen, lots of problems to solve. I also knew that it will never be the same again, but i still didn't think it was like that. Maybe i just can't face the fact.

我真的宁愿不知道，我假装没事但还是介意那些话。

They say there will be someone out there for u, so things can't be rush, it may be fated too. It may be two-sided or one but suddenly i think that some things also never meant to be yours.

突然觉得有点孤单，明天就会没事了吗？

Working on my history now. When to the library with liling, racheal, liangwei to do hw, i guess? Hahas we ate lunch and talk about some stuff too, oh also saw some friends. Then someone got attack by bird shit, first time seeing it though! :P hmm yesterday went to watch performance at marina with higher mother tongue class too! Took photo~ Went to my mother's friend house at night and took something to put as my display pic. That all for now (:

不应该是这样想的，这样的感觉应该会随着时间过去吧。。

Doing my hw now, lazy to copy :P And performance next week, left with 1 rehearsal. Hwaiting!

我还是在想，是因为我真的还没接受吗？