Is there any meaning

Hmm a lot of things to say but there's nothing at the same time. It was still fun overall, i guess. Got in the middle, i can't do much, i know am not handling well but let's be a little more positive. IT WILL GET BETTER! About the other thing, i thought it could be the same or just be normal but if am also avoiding subconsciously, i can't except more from others right..

本来以为对每个人都是一样的，但我发现如果真的一点感觉都没有，是不会因为他而不一样。不能说是爱，却也肯定不是什么都没有。。。